Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Tenth chapter
4:12 AM
"I just washed Samb. He is clean, smell good and look cuter than ever. I am going to sleep with him every night.I saw him today after so long. Though that it is over, but my heart still beats so fast when i see him. Hmm....must be the hormones raging inside me..haha.....desire is taking control of me..he look really good in black...he really does....(so do you....I wish i can tell u...)I really wanted to know him....i want to know what is he like, what he likes, what he dont, what are his bad and good habits, i want to hear his voice, i want to smile at him,i want to talk to him.All are these are WANTS, but do i NEED it?It is definitely getting better.I know. I really do. Lets just keep moving on shall we? Glad to be a part of your memory. I really am. Thank you.One problem solved.Another one appeared.haiz...what to do? ottohke?Saw taemin lookalike today. Me and Sai ran after him. haha...crazy stalkers!!! i think i've lost about 1 kg after all that running. Thanx sai!I really dont like him you know. I just like him as a friend. Stop those thoughts please. I like someone else. I liked him and i still like him. Ottohke? what to do? hope i wont bump into him again coz it makes me weak. But i want to see him....what to do?Samb is smiling at me. He always does. I love him"
