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NO! to blogging
I really think i should stop reading it....
But it help me to understand...
So that i wont misunderstand anyone...especially you....
For once, i understood why...
really....i really do.....
If my actions made u cry...
hope my words can make u smile....
Honestly, i am fond of you...
i dont know why...but i think i do...
Sometimes in life u cant have it all...
i guess its time for me to go.....
I think i should be the one saying sorry...
instead of you.....
for i know how u feel...
for i know how to really love someone..
afraid to let them go...
scared to tears if they really go....
PS: Gomen neh.....
a sincere thank you....
2:44 AMThank you..thank you...
I know these words are not enough to really thank you..
Do remember that you will always stay in my heart..
Eventhough we know that it is so hard...
For whatever things that had happened in the past...
All i can say is that time move so fast....
Lets be sincere and honest with each other...
That way, we can always be together...
PS: I love you
I sincerely do
the first chapter
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"I wanna go KOREA!!"
This is an excerpt from my diary dated: 07.10.2008
"Hei...2 more days to my birthdae....Yippee!!Aniwae I am totally addicted to Wondergirls now, especially Yoobin because she's a Libran....just like me...hehe....Nowadays, I am imagining myself having a boyfriend...ok, not REALLY a boyfriend, its more like seriously close guy friend....My imaginary guy friend is cute, half Malay, half Korean-coz im addicted to korean people now. I know it's not possible, but hey, a girl can dream rite? He can speak both Malay and Korean. Haha. He can teach me the korean language that way. We will go out to watch movies, eat together, walk around suntec city at day and clarke quay at night...but only as friends. My imaginary guy friend understands so well why we can't be in a relationship at this stage( coz i dun want to), that he goes along being close friends with me until the day I am ready to love...aww......so sweet rite? I wish I can meet someone like that. Someone who is understands and willing to wait and to him waiting is not really a big deal because he is happy to be by my side. Ok... i know...it's kinda selfish of me..but if a guy like that really appear now, i will tell him that he can choose to wait, BUT if he can find someone who is better while waiting for me... i WILL let him go...i guess it's the only thing i can do for him.
Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime.
Being in love is beautiful, but being in love for all the wrong reasons, is sinful.
I think i had reached the stage where i want companion. Someone who likes the way i am, someone who flirts with me, give me chocolate and flowers and all his affection...BUT i will definitely wait for the one nice guy that i am allowed to fall in love with...
I hope i wont judge his outer beauty, I hope i can see his inner beauty. I really HOPE!
But...if he is cute.....then it is a plus!!!hehe...typical me!...that's all Folks!"
PS: I cut my hair....it's nice for a change....rite?
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Assumptious- second single
6:03 AMLET IT GO!!!!
juz wanna sae- sori if i ever make u thought and felt that way...i think its childish.....
although action speak louder than words, but for you, the words speak louder.....if u ever figured this out...lets juz sae its fair coz i hurt u wen i took her away(as u assumed), now u hurt me with those words...its FAIR n SQUARE ....
And with these sincere words i say,
I wish it will make it go away..
In life, there is circle and square,(and many more)
Therefore, i think this IS fair.
Peace....
PS: Librans are known to be fair.......
Assumptious- continuation
2:59 AMY blog? i used to think it is redundant to blog. Y? because, i prefer writing in my diary ( i still do). however, one day, i showed my dairy entries to a friend of mine because , i trust her...what sparked my decision to blog is the fact that my friend enjoyed reading it, and i enjoyed her comments about it...it felt good...so that is the reason why i decided to blog.....However, i realised that there are negative downside about blogs but there are positive things bout blogging too.
Here is list of y should u blog and y u should not:
YES! to blogging...
Assumptious- first single
2:08 AMI name my blog assumptious. why? because i like to assume, not tentatively LIKE, it is more to- tend to assume. There are many things in my life that have been assumed by me. what are they? i will go into detail as the day goes by.... but the one thing that i would like to share is my tendency to assume the character of the people in my life...my friends, my eye candies, my crushes and all those whose path cross mine....
OMG!!!!!
i juz read a blog, my fren blog dat i assumed to be nice but......OMG!!!!!
This part is personal
I really assume a LOT!!! help me someone.........i didnt expect this...Y? must u think of me this way? Y? for I never thought of you that way.....Eventhough i'm loud, and doesn't care about what people think and say about me...but this one REALLY HURTS.... because i assumed that you are nice, i even wondered how does it feel to be your close friend, and i know deep down inside even though u hardly talk to me, i can tell u are a nice person... i dont know how or why but i think u are nice...really....u said in your blog u dont like to potray your angry feelings to people and maybe dat is why i assumed u to be nice...BUT are u really like that?...or are you like what i had assumed...oh god! dont take that away from me....i dont want to hate anyone anymore now.....please......