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I need to vent out my frustation!!!!!!!
If i can say all these things i will and i want.......but we all rely on blog to read each other's feelings and thoughts...Gosh!!!What happened to simplicity? where u can easily tell someone u like him, where u can easily tell someone u hate him and why, where u can tell what u feel to your own best friend and not let it all built up inside, where u tell your friend your friend your deepest darkest secret.....but no...all of us have to rely on BLOG!
What if blogging never exist? will it be different then???
Why cant we pluck up our own courage to face the truth...We all want the easy way out...to leave it just like that.....who cares if he or she ever found out....who cares if he not....Time do heals wounds, time do flies...but if time freezes and u r left to deal with this situation....do you think you can leave it and let time heal?
Somethings in life can be confronted, some are not...as this saying goes...some truth are better left untold....i agree....BUT i wish i can.......
On a slighlty different note, thank god for blogging......
Today on my way home, as usual as i was sitting in a bus...i realise my life is not so bad after all...of course i cant hang out at night like other people do because of my housework responsibilty that was entrusted to me ever since i was small...i noe i get lazy and tired easily that's why i always push my schoolwork at the last minute resulting in of course, a poor grade...i mean...most of the time im happy, im not diagnosed with a terminal disease or something, i might be lazy...but i can be hardworking when i want to...its just tiring ..imagine -school in the day....5 days a week, work at home in the midnight......plus my part time job during weekends...my family earn just enough to get by daily...we dont save, yet we don splurge...its always just enough....most of the time i'll be thinking its not fair...while other people are sleeping at night...there my family and i working our guts out...i still remember when there was a time where me and my sis didnt even have time to sleep before we go to school at 6 am in the morning...life was hard..it still is..my parents are getting old by the day...my sis is working but earn just enough for her and the house bill...so my mum who is now 60 years old, diagnosed with high blood pressure, still doing it.....i feel so sad because my mum cant retire...it hurts me to see her do more work and resulting in very little sleep....and all she say was..."it's ok, just as long as i can make money...."And there i am helping her, my family to SURVIVE...many ask me- why do you sleep so early...at first i don want to tell.....but eventually i did tell....but the sad part of it...is that not many understand or even remember it.....even if they did, they will be just like..."oh ya...i forgot....."Never in my whole life, is there anyone who ask me how do i cope with it....never....i don need sympathy...all i need is concern...its really strange.....sometimes i feel like running away from all these.....change my name...migrate to another country...the only support i have that keep me going on with my life is my faith in god, my family, my sis.......and the responsibilty that dragged me down to earth ....just like gravity..you cant feel and see it but you know it....so what if other people have all the time in the world to hang out at orchard or go zoukout...so what?Im happy with my life...i hope i can be stronger....i hope i can be happy every single time.....There is no need for me to compare other people lives with mine..wishing mine is better, wishing its different...u just need to accept it and carry on with life....
Anyway life is still beautiful...today there are many elderly boarding the bus that i took just now....everyone gave their seat away.....thank god for kindness, thank god for human intelligence which created technology and internet and blogging.....
Simplicity is just way overrated