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" As i sat there thinking, things are getting better. I think my duties are over. im gonna let them have their own quality time together without me. It's a new year. Forget the old and past mistakes, just keep moving on. What's past is in the past.
I know what can make me happy...watching my favourite show, drama, fantasising about wondergirls doing special stage performance with either DBSK or SHINEE...hehe...life couldnt get better.....I know this k-pop infatuation will be over anyway as i grow older, therefore i want to treasure it as much as possible.
I cant help noticing the way u look at me. It is very intriguing.Its as if u want to say something to me. I can see it in your eyes, but when i thought that there is something, it disappear, but it never fails to come back. I've never felt this way before. Your eyes tell a million things even though u do not say it.action do speak louder than words.I hope that this goes on because im happy with the way it is. even though it is just my wishful thinking, i will just keep on pretending.It feels sweet and nice like as if a child gets to hear bedtime stories at night where even though they know it is not real, they keep on imagining that it is REAL. I WISH it is REAL. I know i will never get an answer for this, but it doesnt matter anyway. Just as long i get to keep it in my precious memories, nothing can stop it. You are my sweetest sin.
I am happy that my life is surrounded by friends who care for me, who need me, who like me, for i had cared for them, needed them and still likes them(just the way they are). U cant change ur friends. Just accept them and learn them. Because it will take a lifetime to make a real friend, and only seconds to lose them. Treasure your friendship. if u lost one and there is no hope for it, then learn not to make the same mistake again. For we are still young. We will be making more new friends in the future. This is one thing that never stops coming. Friendship.
My love life. Now i dont like anyone in particular. I really dont. And if u think that i have feelings for him, i really dont. Having someone liking you is not the same as u liking him. Same goes to wanting someone to like you is not the same as u liking him. What i mean is, there are moments in my life where my ego takes control and i wanted him to like me, but i dont like him. I just like the thrill of having someone liking me. i dont know why, but i like it. I dont like him, because i dont know him. I dont know his likes and dislikes. I dont know his good and bad habits. How to like someone when u dont even know anything about them? But only god knows why i WANT him to like me....seriously... really dont know...i have a few eye-candies but i learnt not to put all my hopes on them because it is almost IMPOSSIBLE. So that is my love life at the moment. Usually, i'll get frustrated over my empty love life, but now i dont. Because i will never know what lies in the future ahead for me. I hope it is something GOOD for i have waited and still waiting for the right moment.
Family. its never been better or worser. its always the same. financial problems, domestic problems..it just keep on coming....another thing that never stops. But its ok, because i have realised that whatever problem we face, we managed to get over it. I don worry about the future, i dont think about the past, i just live my life to the fullest.
There are times where i get super bored and all i want is FUN,FUN, FUN.If there are 3 things that i can get, it will be, fun, happiness and kindness. Everything in this world is temporary. Good and bad things do come to an end. So just live life to the fullest, keep moving on as if nothing really matters."